I'm in some pastry bar with a young attractive girl where she is dressed in a trendy new uniform white with shades of light blue, blond hair and blue eyes. She smiles at me as she points out some of the finest pastries they have, they look delicious.. absolutely, I reach over and point at what looks like some fine sweet roll pastry with a mild green in the center and soft outer layer. I ask her "are these fake?" She hesitates and she's still smiling and say's of course they're real, I tap a brown cake and it's has the texture of plastic. I suddenly start to worry and question this situation I'm in. I start trying to eat some of the mango slices that are being offend, they taste fine.. The Lady behind the counter who was a more wholesome size of a woman remarked suddenly to the girl "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?"


I'm sitting in my french class, we're watching a few movies, the thing that caught my attention the most was the fantastic detailed artwork inside this HR Giger book that i own accept these piece we're entire landscapes of surreal faces dark figures and what seemed like bodes, possibly corpses, depictions of Hell. Someone asks who's are those? It's apparent to me that they are mine. I begin to get into a detailed conversation about the movie Grave of the Fireflies where I express some of my deeper opinions about the movie, Oh by the way this classroom closely resembles that of one of my third grade class rooms and my french class in high school. Someone obviously trying to make a wise crack remarks something, and i retort with a "Hey, why don't you shut the fuck up!" the class begins in an uproar and i become a target. The images in the book become more and more intense


The setting of the dream becomes the pews in a highly detailed cathedral, same people from the class accept we're all heroes from super hero movies. I'm Shaun Conrery from League of extraordinary men; i have never seen that movie. Class is about to end and people are getting ready to fight whom ever they are going to fight, the bell rings and i become pinned down, i use my grappling hook to get to the top of the cathedral, but i am unable to get to the spot i wanted to. I'm stuck.... I don't have many choices i'm pinned down on top the room one direction I'm facing a vast city another a pew ledge, the city resembled new york, i tie a rope around me and think to myself, i can jump off and hang myself for the city to see and hopefully tear my way into their hallowed memories or i can try to grasp the ledge, i go for it.... miss.... i jolt awake *the next couple parts may not be in order* i become this giant plastic baby where everyone is trying to catch for screaming out in class and trying to stick up for myself,

I keep tripping over obstacles and more things seem to get in my way, I finally make it outside of this what seems like children library../ toy store for spoiled children, My skin is completely blue and purple I'm as shiny as plastic my limbs become huge and encumber some. It's raining outside and i run out of breath i fall on the curb and a child resembling my little cuzin Steven comes running at me smiling.


The setting becomes a dark inferno, I'm in what seems like a stadium full of dead children who keep coming after me trying to kill me, I'm trying my hardest to fight my way out this place resembles something from Doom3 the levels when you have to go to hell, they keep coming faster, I get to the main stadium and there are hundreds of thousands and i am over run,

I wake up in my bed... I have the feeling i'm waiting for my mother to come to my bed... I see the door open and something crawling on the floor... It's an overgrown fetus... at the side of my bed reaching up to me saying my name. I jolt awake and scream MOMMY!!


I take the form of a wolf, and howl at the moon louder and louder until i wake up screaming